Is it fate?
Okay, so this is something that I was going to include in my last blog that was about me. It was going to tell you the story about why I’m fifteen and still in eighth grade, when I should be in tenth. I started to tell you guys in detail about how it all started, but it turned into a big long story, so I decided to stop typing it in my last blog post and just continue writing my little life story here in this new blog post. So this will give you a lot more insight into what I’m like and what has happened to me in full detail since the third grade. This kinda turned into more of a love story more than anything, but I thought it was funny how things worked out. Enjoy?
I was held back once in third grade because I couldn’t learn my times tables. In fourth grade I was beat up by another girl and my mom found out and made me change schools. I went to that new school for the rest of the fourth grade but had some problems with the teacher.Okay to tell you the truth and I’m not being mean about it, but he was gay and he yelled at me all the time for now reason at all. Like yelling at me for not putting my last name on my paper when I did. It was the other girl who didn’t. One day he made me have an asthma attack and that was it. I finished that year with a different teacher and then got homeschooled in fifth grade. I only got homeschooled for half of my fifth grade year because I became depressed because I had no friends and nothing to do, so I sat by my self in the dark all day watching tv after I finished my school work. This resulted in going back to public school where I had always been happy till I started getting beat up. Because of all that crap I was scared to go back to public school, but I really wanted to go back. This is where my life just started to get better. I went to a new school that was built about two years back. This amazing school is called Spirit Elementary. When I went to go get registered for fifth grade they said that because of missing so much school in fourth grade and having that this year was almost over they must put me into a fourth grade class. I was terribly upset about that at first, but now I know that them doing that made my life the way it is today. PERFECT. I walked into that classroom and everyone was staring at me of course because I was new. People were nice and everything was normal. I still wished I was in fifth grade because I would be going to Middle School in a few months. The I met someone. Someone special. Justin. He didn’t talk to me much, but he was there, and I knew who he was. I finished my fourth grade year and I had one really great friend, who I did everything with. She moved during the summer and I haven’t seen her since. Next was fifth grade. I was finally here where I wanted to be! I knew everyone now from fourth grade. I started to like Justin in this grade.We talked more this year and he always made me laugh. In fact I got in trouble a lot that year for just laughing alone. Finally fifth grade came to an end just as quickly as it started. We were all getting ready for Middle School. I had of course been ready for years. Everyone seemed to be going to Galaxy Middle School, except for a few people who went to Deltona Middle School with me.Justin was one of those people who were going to Galaxy. We had our fifth grade graduation and dance the last day of school in the cafeteria. I didn’t have many friends so I didn’t dance much. I just sat down and watched. One girl who was a girl who talked to me a lot through fourth and fifth grade , and I still know today, came and sat down next to me. We talked for a little bit and somehow we got on the topic of the people who we liked. She got it out of me that I liked Justin and she tried to convince me to tell him before I would never see him again. I just couldn’t do that though. I was a very shy person in Elementary school. Painfully shy. A few minutes later Justin walked up with his friends and he wondered what we were talking about. This girl was about to tell him I liked him, but I stopped her. He really wanted to know what we were talking about, but he walked away. After the dance was over we went back to the classroom for the last few minutes of the day. I was thinking about telling him that I liked him, but I just couldn’t take it if he didn’t like me back, So I walked away from the school thinking about him and how I would never ever see him again. I kept thinking about all the stupid and funny times we had together that year. I went home sad. I got on MySpace later that night and he was on. He started talking to me and he asked what me and that girl were talking about at the dance today. I said its nothing important. He begged me to tell him. Eventually I just said “Do you really want to know?” He said “Yes I do.” So I said “We were talking about how I liked you and that I was sad we were going to different schools.” He said “Oh.” I said “Now are you happy I told you?” he said “Yes.” I said “Why?” He said “Because I like you too.” Then I almost freaked out right then and there. We never went out or anything because of going to different schools, but we did talk all summer. We talked when we started Middle School too. Then in the middle of sixth grade my MySpace had gotten deleted. I couldn’t find him on there again. I was heartbroken after that. I went on living my life and just trying to forget about him. At the end of my sixth grade year I found out that they made a new school and they were sending a lot of people from our school to the new school. I was scared a lot of my friends would leave, but they didn’t, so it was all good. I also stayed at the school. So with that I finished my sixth grade year. It was another great year! Now we move on to seventh grade.Wow it seems like it was just yesterday! There was a lot of new people at our school because they moved a lot of kids around because of the new school. I saw a lot of people who I remembered from Spirit. I had a lot of friends at the school now and I basically knew everyone and I was starting to come out of my shyness stage. That was a good thing. So of course everything was completely normal and my year was going great. The only thing was I was starting to get bullied in third period gym. I wasn’t beat up like before, but some of the kids throw rocks at me. See I’m not good in sports, so pretty much every year in gym I get things thrown at me or I’m yelled at or teased. I couldn’t care less anymore. Everyday I walked around that school for weeks going from class to boring class. I never noticed what was right in front of me. One day I was walking to my fourth period math class and I was him. I saw Justin. It had been so long and he looked so different.I was amazed that I hadn’t seen him around before. We looked at each other, but didn’t say anything. Now lets move on to “The Table.” Yeah me and my friends called it “The Table.” We have sat at the same table since we went to that school. Now I’m the kinda girl that doesn’t really like to hang out with girls. I absolutely HATE most girls. I had one best girlfriend, Sarah. She sat with me and my guy friends at “The Table.” I always laughed and had a good time, but she never got the jokes and she took things too seriously. One day Justin decided to sit at “The Table” because all of his friends were there. He started sitting there everyday and we never talked even once. Then in the middle of the school year he just said “Don’t I know you? You used to go to Spirit right?” I was amazed he didn’t remember me right then and there. It was okay though. We started talking again and joking around like we used to in fifth grade. I also found him on MySpace again! We talked on there every night through our seventh grade year. We sat at that table together everyday for the rest of the year. When we went outside after eating he sat with his friends some where else whilst me and Sarah sat far away. We always saw them looking over at us and talking and we didn’t ever know why. Sarah told me she though that Justin liked me because he always looked at me at lunch and when we went outside. I didn’t believe it though. After a while though at the end of our seventh grade year I did start to like him again, like I did in fifth grade. Even more so, I started loving him. Soon seventh grade came to an end. It was the best year I had so far! Summer that year was so good. I didn’t talk to Justin so much, because he was never on for the whole summer. Later come to find out, he was out-of-town the whole summer with no internet. Soon it was time for eighth grade. I was so excited because I was sick and tired of the grades above us always picking on us cause they were in a higher grade than us. Which never made sense to me because I was always older than most of the people in my school. So we started eighth grade and it wasn’t all the great. I wanted to be in seventh grade again. When I went back to school I found out I had no classes with Justin and we didn’t even have lunch together anymore. He had second lunch and I had first. I never even saw him the whole first week of school. We talked that Saturday night because he finally came back online. We talked about how we wished we had classes together and lunch together again. He told me things that the guys said about me because he had lunch with them all and I didn’t. Now of course he knows I’m obsessed with horror movies especially Halloween. Everyone knows that because all I wore last year was Halloween shirts. So he asked me if I went to go see Halloween 2 when it first came out the night before. I said no because my dad wouldn’t take me to see it when it first came out because it would be busy. I told him I was going to go see it next saturday probably. He told me that his cousin had just went to see it and was telling him all about it. He said that he might try to go the day I go to see it. I said okay. He told me about what his cousin was saying whilst we were talking. He said his cousin was saying that Justin should ask me out. And I just said “Oh.” and he said “Idk I might.” and I said “Really?” And he said “Yeah why would you say yes if I asked you?” and I said “Of course I would!” Then he said “Okay cool then you wanna see if you can go with me to see Halloween 2?” And I said “Yes!” After that we always talked every night and he told me how he liked me since fifth grade and that I should have told him I liked him in fifth grade instead of waiting will we went to different schools. We talked about how we thought it had to fate how the school made me go back into fourth grade because if I didn’t then I would have never met him. I look back at that now and I thank god for everything that happened to me to make me go to Spirit Elementary and meet the most amazing guy ever! We both even got his classes changed so we could be together more in school. So now we have fifth period together and lunch and he walks me to each and every one of my classes. It all started because I was beat up in fourth grade. Now I fell in love with this amazing guy. We’ve been together for five months now. My life is PERFECT.
